Hello everybody conkeronine here, It's been almost 3 & half months since My last post.
some of You might know this but alot of ya Don't know this, I've actually moved to a New account.
MrCrazyInstinctI opened a New account back in april & I didn't want alot of My followers to know about this for along time.
Why?, to be honest for the past months.I've been having alot of personal troubles with Myself & having self doubt that Nobody truly liked or cared about Me and only liked Me for the Character I play in My videos.(plus.It didn't help that some dear close Friends of Mine in real life had moved away in April & I was being personally attacked by trolls in notes)
so...I just wanted to get away from Everyone and be lefted Alone for Awhile, pretty much the half of this year has been a little bit hard on Me and I felt like I couldn't truly trust Anyone anymore.
but after being Touched by
's silly but Heartwarming pic~
and
's comment He said to Me back in april when I was kinda down about Almost Everything of Mine.
("You're an awesome guy with great characters, and running away from your problems won't make them any better than they are now, believe me. You're a fighter! You may be suffering the effects of people trying to douse your flames but you're still on fire!"~SpiketheKlown)
I Beileve Spike was right, I shouldn't run away from My problems & abandoned alot of My Friends, It's totally not the right thing to do.
but to those who did find out about My New page very early on when I made it & I got a little mad at them. I am truly Sorry, they may Not forgive Me but that is totally fine, You can't fix everything & make Everyone happy)
& Please, Don't ask Me to do another Little Rant, I've Now moved on from those videos and I'm very tired of drama stuff.
(I do think It's time for Me to move on from this account & Start fresh again)